Life is like that? Maybe.

I'm freaking moody today. I don't no why. I'm busying study and I studied since today morning 7 o clock until now! It was impossible to me when last 2 years, but I can do it now, anytime! I should thanks god maybe, because I have been changing day by day.

But I don't know whether it is good or bad for me. I feel like I lost something in my life since I started my studies. She? Have left. Friends? Were gone. What I have is my book and pencil, isn't that ridiculous? I have totally lost! Time is medicine, I believe. And time also can let you suffer from anything. It's truth either. I used to have had a lack of confident when i do my school exercises and exam, but it was all gone! I can do anything and have no fear now! The other side, I have lost everything!

Gods are like that? When you get something, you'll lose something. Is it true? Hope I can get back everything after my exams ( 2 weeks to go ) . And 2 weeks later, let me change the facts, can I? Hope so.



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P_xFh7XFC_w
I hope i can learn this song by next month. It's amazing. River flows in you.





 

By : David Chen

It's early now, and I'm ready to study!

8 something now, with full of energy. Ready for my new life! Facebooking now , it's very boring either. And suddenly I remembered there's a blog i long time didn't update. The blog is absolutely stupid. Why i will write that? And why I will create that last time? 1 word " STUPID" . Isn't it? Think that you will touch by seeing that blog. Hmmmm, you're not.

I have forgotten that blog password. Maybe its good too. After PMR, I will start my new life! :D! wish me good luck! *sigh*

Sorry, i can't accept.

It's not suitable to think these things now i know. But i just cant stop thinking about it. Can i start my new life now? NO! Absolutely not now. As everybody said, time is the best medicine, maybe it is? I'm consoling myself uhh?

Ahhh! Reality is like that. We just can accept it. We can't change it. I'm tired. What i see is what i don't want to see forever. Like chinese word say " No eye See" . I can't find another i know. It's hard. So, I just give my desicion to GOD. God, pray for me. I want happy now. Anyone mind to give me? :( 



                           " You have brighten up my life firstly, And you darken up lastly "



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o9tJW9MDs2M&ob=av2e
    From : Justin Bieber - Pray

Goshhh!! I'm wasting time now

29days more .. I will take part of the final and important exam in my life. Feel not so great after rested few weeks and I'm getting lazy again.. I study 7 hours per day from now I swear. But I'm wasting time playing iPod and facebooking. Omfg . Gotta race with time now . After 29 days I can say 'im free!!!' . And I will change an absolutely great hairstyle after that .. Yeah.. Wish me good luck on my coming exam and my hair don't get caught untill the end of this month.. XD You have brighten up my life, love you. <3. _____________________________updated blog via iPod