My latest blog updated is 2th of August 2010.. Such a long time ago.. The blog is privacy.. I never allow
people to see it but .. I have forgotten the password.. Or you can say this is a kind of sickness of a busy
MAN.. Many things happened to me since last year.. I learnt many lesson from the things that happend..
Maybe it will make me sad.. But now i reviewed back what i have done.. I feel Im such a childish boy
playing
the fool around and having fun.. I regret what i have done.. And i will never make the mistake again.. Its hurt
like a child gives their parents left them on the roadside and nobody will care them.. I cried few days and i
struggled whole night, I could sleep at all.. Maybe you are sleeping like a pig .. I dont know.. I met you few
time at the same complex.. I couldn't face you anymore.. Because I dont want to disturb you anymore and i
feel that you dont need me beside you and PROTECT you or what ever.. I disappear from your time since
that day.. I wen t out with my friends in the December of 2010.. Its very happy to hang out with friends and
no worries.. Im really enjoy it.. I meant it... But the end of the day.. I saw you again in the computer room..
The end of the day..! WHY.. i keep asking myself.. It is the end of the day.. Why god want me to met you at
the end of the day.. If i have a choice.. I will choose to dont meet you again... Im not cruel.. But i really cant
accept what you have done to me ( or maybe you have done nothing ) .. And i saw you smile gracefully that i
will feel jealous.. OH GOSH! Why coud this happen? Maybe our friendship should stop here.. But i will
never forget you good.. You treat me well.. You sang to me every sentences every words i couldn't forget.. It
makes me feel warm that time.. But It makes me fell cry..Maybe Music is my medicine.. Music take away my
sadnees when i meet kinds of problems.. I wish that i can stay at the Music world forever and just follow the
music flow to the whole wide world, to every corner, every people... And be the happest person in the word,
No worries.. Everything ends here.. You have removed me i know... Maybe i said somethings you dont like..
But for me.. Remove you physically but not mentally.. Everythings end.. I will never forget you in my future
world.. My BELOVED friend.. Wish that you can stay happily and thats all..
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