Today is very meaningful to me.. Because Our devils team have won the third prize.. Good to celebrate.. But i fucking emo today.. I just want someone talk to me nicely and care abt me.. I just need that.. SIMPLE..
Everybody leaves me.. I dont no is my fault or yours? Maybe my fault? Nobody knows.. Except you.. FUCKING EMO! 1st maybe my fault? second third fourth.. left.. Can i forget everything at the top of my hair? I hate my life now.. I have no target losing you.. I can do nothing.. 1 hand cant claps.. is that mean.. haiz.. maybe i not good enough? :(( I have disappointed with all person now.. i have no confident to trust anyone..
AM I HURT DEEPLY?
No? but im better than last year.. i can control myself.. I dont understand everythings.. WHY? my emo feels because i feel sleepy? maybe? So gotta sleep now. Have a perfect thursday tomorrow~
